You and Another Guy.
He called and asked me out for a date. And so i go. It was a very romantic dinner. He gave me sun flower as a mark of the day. It was my favourite flower anyway. All along, he was so sincered. The way he talked. The way he confess every little thing. He proposed to me. He gave me a stalk of rose n inside it ther's a ring. It was engraved with my name n his name on it. And it fits me. I was speechless. I lost all the words to say. And he said this to me ' Take ur time to think abt the ans. I will wait patienly for u even if it take years'. I was touched by the words he said. But... I cant accept him. Im not ready to be in a relationship. I need a break. I mean ya even thou im moving on but.. maybe you are still there. Still there around me.
You text me and ask me abt this sun. I dunu y but each time i saw ur name in the msn window, my heart will start to beat fast. my hands start to shiver. my stomach will start to feel butterfly. Even thou its like alrdy 21 days ever since u left me, but i still feel ur presence. You are still thr around me. Ever since u left me..You text me. You wanna go this sun with me. You wan me to wait for u this sun. You hold my hand the other day. You wrap me ard ur arms to console me. You called me when u heard about my problems. You said u still care abt me. And again u gave me hope.
Why.. You come and go as thou nothing happen between us.
Its been the longest winter without you. And i dunu where to turn to. See somehow ure still there ard me after all we've been tru.
I wish i could find the words to say.. And i wish u could find ur words to say to me.