Sunday, October 18, 2009

You're still there.

Love,

Perhaps today is gonna be the last day we met. I dunu y but i agree to go with u. You fetch me. And along the way, i feel like as thou we are still together. But sad thing we are not. I was pretty much happy that im with u the whole day. When We were at the house, we were so close to each other. Your family were there. And we're close. We took pictures together, i served u, And there's this point of time whereby we accidently called each other 'B' = baby. And there's like a moment of silent before we continue doing our on stuff. At that point of time i told myself if only we are still together but sadly we're not.

You then send me home. All the way till the stairs like you usually did. I cant help it , i turn back and gave you a hug. And you hug me back. So tighly till that i dun wanna let u go. I missed you so much, And i still love you. I cried while hugging u. Cnt help it. Its coming to a mth ever since u left me. And i feel so lost. I dunu where to start. Sometimes i told myself that one day u will come back to me. But when i think back again, i dun think u will come back to me. Cause u onced said that i deserved someone better than u. So i kept telling myself to move on. And it will all get better in time.

Maybe like some say, It takes time to heal a broken heart. I always pray and hope that u'll come back. But i find it impossible. Cause i cn see that uve move on. So maybe i think i should move on too.


If only you reading this..